I have been uneasy this whole week... Went for beer session for the 2 days straight night after night... Haizz!!! drinking is fun but still can reduce the feeling I had inside... Boys are indeed mysterious and scary at times, given time the people can turn a new leaf over...
Drink so much but still can't forget you... From the night I told you everything, I still liked you until now... I tried to forget but I can't because you are the one who implanted the chip and removing it juz like that... I, somehow feel like we are avoiding each other.... I don't know you are refering to me anot whatever message you post at your wall...
Why not give people a chance to know what you are thinking inside... Pilling, Compressing and Mashing all one.... I really want you to know what your going through... I just can't help myself seeing you like this... I know your social network is big but I don't give a damn because I like you for who you are.....
At first, I indeed felt something but then when I understand the true meaning... I don't care about all those... I know you are going through a string of selection too but I myself am crazy for you....
You can say boys are mysterious and scary but girls also do because we have instinct... The guy just wants to seek their happiness and girls too... Tell me how many guys are willing to turn a new leaf for a person... They don't do that unless they seek something out from something...
Everyday, you are running through my mind... I want wake up and the last you could think of when you are off to bed... Here I am, posting my problems yet if you c0uld just let me be the one...
Is it too hard to tell you that I like you... Sometimes I question the God existence... Is this world even fair or is it me who is just being push aside whenever I have this problem...
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Movies and Reality
No matter how much money I've spend with you, I don't mind.... I just want to let you know I'll be waiting for you.... I do it because I love everything about you... I hope u can see that.... Certainly, money is the factor but I know there's something I must do.... Thou I failed, I wont give up...
I have learnt the meaning of giving up and letting go.... You are my purpose that I'm not giving up.. Even being the time with you is short, but I wish I can be yours...
Now in here writing my blog and listening so many love songs in the radio which my roommate forgets to turn off his radio....
I wish you can give me positive feedback... I'm not giving up now and not backing down.... I come for a purpose and given the opportunity, I shall use every each one like it's my last one... God, make my prays be heard.. =)
I have learnt the meaning of giving up and letting go.... You are my purpose that I'm not giving up.. Even being the time with you is short, but I wish I can be yours...
Now in here writing my blog and listening so many love songs in the radio which my roommate forgets to turn off his radio....
I wish you can give me positive feedback... I'm not giving up now and not backing down.... I come for a purpose and given the opportunity, I shall use every each one like it's my last one... God, make my prays be heard.. =)
Friday, March 4, 2011
When You Are Single For Too Long
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会懒得恋爱
you will feel 'lazy' to be in a relationship again
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
朋友会越重要
friends are becoming more and more important
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会越来越喜欢听歌
listening to songs will become a major hobby to you
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
电话会常常忘记带
you will often forget to bring your cellphone along with you
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
就会养成一个怪癖
it will develop into a weird habit
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
对爱情会越来越挑剔
you will become more picky/choosy when it comes to love
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
除了寂寞点外
besides feeling lonely sometimes
还是蛮开心的
actually,it is kinda happy too
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会慢慢变得成熟起来
you will slowly start to get mature
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会比以前更爱父母
you will love your parents even more that last time
更重视亲情
and cherish your relationship with your family members
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
对所有的节日大多没什么期待
you don't really bother much about those special days of the year
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
看到别人一对对的很甜蜜
seeing others who are in a sweet relationship with their lover
心里多少还是会有些介意
somehow,your heart feels disturbed
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会喜欢买很多鞋子
you will start to loving buying more shoes
带自己去很多很远的地方
so that they can bring you to faraway places
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会觉得无拘无束自由自在
you will have so much freedom
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
爱情会变得越来越不重要
love is becoming less important
取而代之的是钱和事业
and being replaced by money and career
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会越来越理性
you will become more rational
越来越现实
and down-to-earth
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
是很幸福的时光
it is actually a blissful moment
虽然有一点点无聊和寂寞
although you will face some emptiness and loneliness
但是游走在自己的街道上
but walking on your own street
什么都可以无所谓
everything is no longer a matter to you
没有任何束缚
and there is nothing to control you
即使很多人都在疑惑
often many people will question
"你为什么没有告别一个人的时光?"
'why don't you kiss the single life goodbye?'
因为……
because.......
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会上瘾的
you will get addicted
*chinese version is not written by me*
cheers to those who are still single!
when you are single for too long
会懒得恋爱
you will feel 'lazy' to be in a relationship again
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
朋友会越重要
friends are becoming more and more important
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会越来越喜欢听歌
listening to songs will become a major hobby to you
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
电话会常常忘记带
you will often forget to bring your cellphone along with you
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
就会养成一个怪癖
it will develop into a weird habit
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
对爱情会越来越挑剔
you will become more picky/choosy when it comes to love
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
除了寂寞点外
besides feeling lonely sometimes
还是蛮开心的
actually,it is kinda happy too
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会慢慢变得成熟起来
you will slowly start to get mature
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会比以前更爱父母
you will love your parents even more that last time
更重视亲情
and cherish your relationship with your family members
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
对所有的节日大多没什么期待
you don't really bother much about those special days of the year
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
看到别人一对对的很甜蜜
seeing others who are in a sweet relationship with their lover
心里多少还是会有些介意
somehow,your heart feels disturbed
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会喜欢买很多鞋子
you will start to loving buying more shoes
带自己去很多很远的地方
so that they can bring you to faraway places
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会觉得无拘无束自由自在
you will have so much freedom
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
爱情会变得越来越不重要
love is becoming less important
取而代之的是钱和事业
and being replaced by money and career
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会越来越理性
you will become more rational
越来越现实
and down-to-earth
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
是很幸福的时光
it is actually a blissful moment
虽然有一点点无聊和寂寞
although you will face some emptiness and loneliness
但是游走在自己的街道上
but walking on your own street
什么都可以无所谓
everything is no longer a matter to you
没有任何束缚
and there is nothing to control you
即使很多人都在疑惑
often many people will question
"你为什么没有告别一个人的时光?"
'why don't you kiss the single life goodbye?'
因为……
because.......
一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long
会上瘾的
you will get addicted
*chinese version is not written by me*
cheers to those who are still single!
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
life...
well, here's me again after so long since I was last posted my update.... Finding a right soul mate partner is never that easy... Yet those who found it are those who have worked so hard to gave in to everything.... Learning to accept everything that has been planned by God and living your life...
Life don't have to be depends on being with the person you love... Not being with that person but indirectly wishing her to be safe and sound is already enough...
If we are really meant to be together, then it's fated or else juz pass on with your life.... Of course not being with the person you want hurt but life is just another chapter.... Look forward and smile everyday..!!
"It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands." (By Jaka)
I can finally open up my past and forget what has happen before.... "Keep the good memories and forget the past; that's how I motivate myself to move on"
"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." (By George Sand)
I know that I'm not alone.... Even though I have problems in class, but I know I still have my parents....
Of course being with friends also a pleasant thing.... I am happy to have you all as my classmates... My mandarin is becoming a problem day by day and harder to communicate.....
Now looking back it's been one year already and we are graduating soon.....
Dear classmates, thanks for everything..... For sharing, inviting and many more with me.... If you all can hear my out, this is me saying
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!
Life don't have to be depends on being with the person you love... Not being with that person but indirectly wishing her to be safe and sound is already enough...
If we are really meant to be together, then it's fated or else juz pass on with your life.... Of course not being with the person you want hurt but life is just another chapter.... Look forward and smile everyday..!!
"It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands." (By Jaka)
I can finally open up my past and forget what has happen before.... "Keep the good memories and forget the past; that's how I motivate myself to move on"
"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." (By George Sand)
I know that I'm not alone.... Even though I have problems in class, but I know I still have my parents....
Of course being with friends also a pleasant thing.... I am happy to have you all as my classmates... My mandarin is becoming a problem day by day and harder to communicate.....
Now looking back it's been one year already and we are graduating soon.....
Dear classmates, thanks for everything..... For sharing, inviting and many more with me.... If you all can hear my out, this is me saying
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Ups & Downs
Ever felt like when u were thrown aside especially in a group activity.... The groups u used to join and have fun with but now all that's left is just memory.....
People often who they forget their are when they are someone else... I'm just happy but some people seem to bring me down.... I can't continue to like dis... I want to tell them but afraid to hurt their feeling... How can I approach this matter?
I'm satisfied but no matter how much I hold back.... Being the one who always help tend 2 make me lose even more.....
Although we can smile when no one smile bek, but da world seem to change nowadays..... When u smile, dey tend to smile(in an evil way).....
In short, they just use you when they need u...... When you are in need of return, they will look to other place..... I know it's nothing as long as we think positive but you never seem to look at that way....
People often who they forget their are when they are someone else... I'm just happy but some people seem to bring me down.... I can't continue to like dis... I want to tell them but afraid to hurt their feeling... How can I approach this matter?
I'm satisfied but no matter how much I hold back.... Being the one who always help tend 2 make me lose even more.....
Although we can smile when no one smile bek, but da world seem to change nowadays..... When u smile, dey tend to smile(in an evil way).....
In short, they just use you when they need u...... When you are in need of return, they will look to other place..... I know it's nothing as long as we think positive but you never seem to look at that way....
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Correction
Not drugs... That will be destroying my life... Life is full of surprises and I haven't experience enough yet... Do something more with drinking... Nice!
Things That Are Left Unsaid
Sometimes, I just feel by doing good thing is just a waste... Why can't some people see the good I do instead of shooting back at me... Recently I just bought a PS3 and parents are just like the way they are when they disagree on something..... I admit it's my mistake for not telling earlier... But what if I told earlier, what you all do... You all will just object it anyways... So I plan 2 buy it and let you all find out later.... You all always tell me to like why don't you use the money to belanja your family.... I can't blame myself for being a technology type of person...
The reason I buy the console is so that I can play my favorite game title and also the whole family can enjoy the high quality of HDMI films... I trying to move us to the next generation technology... For that reason I also kena.... If I didn't think of the family, I won't put the console outside and I will instead put at my room....
I'm just trying to make everyone happy... At least I can't help by treating food but I spend my $$$ on machine for you all to high end movies.... Well you've push to my limit... And even worst you don't let me plug it there so FINE....
From tomorrow onwards, I will put it at my room... I swear I will be more selfish than ever.... For all the good thing I do, I vow not to share anything anymore... I felt hurt cause by sharing also I lost...
For your info, I just will keep all the things to myself... Do you know how sucks is it to lost hope and failure keeps happening on what you are trying to get the trust & LOVE from you all.,,, The things I own now will be mine only.... You've push my limit & I reach my boundary....
You should consider lucky because I don't use my $$$ to club... I know how & where to spend my money on at least.... And who says video games are not for 21 years and above... It's better than you take drugs or wasting it on alcoholic issues... Maybe I should... If that's wha you think grown up should do...
The PS3 is the thing I also want for a long time... Many people have their interest... Imagine if you like baking or playing golf, and I as the parents it's not encouraged to do... Playing games can enhanced our mind...
I thought getting this console can enable us to relax ourselves.... All that I do I just regretted... These time I try to do the things the other way...
I knw you want us to save our $$$... For your info, I did...
Laslty before I go off, I've been wishing to have a parents like cousin... I know things are hard to achieve but if you have the courage & determination surely you will get the things you win... I won't be the boy you used to know.... Don't blame me for the change.... I just trying to who I am and for the family... Now let's take it the other way around...
The reason I buy the console is so that I can play my favorite game title and also the whole family can enjoy the high quality of HDMI films... I trying to move us to the next generation technology... For that reason I also kena.... If I didn't think of the family, I won't put the console outside and I will instead put at my room....
I'm just trying to make everyone happy... At least I can't help by treating food but I spend my $$$ on machine for you all to high end movies.... Well you've push to my limit... And even worst you don't let me plug it there so FINE....
From tomorrow onwards, I will put it at my room... I swear I will be more selfish than ever.... For all the good thing I do, I vow not to share anything anymore... I felt hurt cause by sharing also I lost...
For your info, I just will keep all the things to myself... Do you know how sucks is it to lost hope and failure keeps happening on what you are trying to get the trust & LOVE from you all.,,, The things I own now will be mine only.... You've push my limit & I reach my boundary....
You should consider lucky because I don't use my $$$ to club... I know how & where to spend my money on at least.... And who says video games are not for 21 years and above... It's better than you take drugs or wasting it on alcoholic issues... Maybe I should... If that's wha you think grown up should do...
The PS3 is the thing I also want for a long time... Many people have their interest... Imagine if you like baking or playing golf, and I as the parents it's not encouraged to do... Playing games can enhanced our mind...
I thought getting this console can enable us to relax ourselves.... All that I do I just regretted... These time I try to do the things the other way...
I knw you want us to save our $$$... For your info, I did...
Laslty before I go off, I've been wishing to have a parents like cousin... I know things are hard to achieve but if you have the courage & determination surely you will get the things you win... I won't be the boy you used to know.... Don't blame me for the change.... I just trying to who I am and for the family... Now let's take it the other way around...
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
21.......
finally the day come..... I am 21 years old already..... What a day for me today..... I felt so happy cause many bday greeting juz cum in non-stop..... Thou I cant go to Langkawi to celebrate wif my classmates, I knw I can choose only one.... I received lots of bday greetings from frenz..... For the 1st time I feel not so alone.... I know I wont be alone to fight this war..... There are frenz around who am in need and I will try my best to repay them..... Teacher owes say, respect others to be respected.... I learned that by respecting others will make others respect u too.... I will continue to curb my arrogantness.... And Just be myself..... Nthing to difficult to achieve if there's sacrifice, there's victory at the end..... Think positive and always be stand by your point..... I will keep everyone updated next time....
Here's me signing off.... Too tired.... Gud nite.... =D
Here's me signing off.... Too tired.... Gud nite.... =D
Friday, April 30, 2010
Selfishness+ Pathetic
Sometimes, I just don't know how 2 tell people my problems...
Maybe it's best to just keep all in the heart and just store it inside....
I learned that people just be there 4 u when dey nid u....
When dey don't nid you, they just abandoned you aside.....
Even if you are shouting help while you are drowning oso no one is able to hear your call.... Yet another day goes, as I try to lift up and begin to float again.... The current of sea rise day by day.... It's never easy 4 me....
Seeing all my friend go Langkawi makes me sad... Not that I can't go just that is hard 4 me to partner 2 share a room..... I just don't know how long I can remain like this.... I can't help to see all my frenz go enjoy in Langkawi while I sit at home here and do nthing..... Haizzzzzz
Maybe it's best to just keep all in the heart and just store it inside....
I learned that people just be there 4 u when dey nid u....
When dey don't nid you, they just abandoned you aside.....
Even if you are shouting help while you are drowning oso no one is able to hear your call.... Yet another day goes, as I try to lift up and begin to float again.... The current of sea rise day by day.... It's never easy 4 me....
Seeing all my friend go Langkawi makes me sad... Not that I can't go just that is hard 4 me to partner 2 share a room..... I just don't know how long I can remain like this.... I can't help to see all my frenz go enjoy in Langkawi while I sit at home here and do nthing..... Haizzzzzz
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Wounded Soldier
I feel so wounded yet so lost... Recently, I found out that I'm in love again..... I realized when I used to have you, my world is all at peace.... I wan 2 be a more different person in the coming semester....
Ever trying so hard to be with a person and that person don't even know that appreciate what you are trying to pull out.... U can do anything but all you end up is failure right in front of your eye.... It's in a second everything's turn to sand in one blink of an eye....
I kept telling myself nothing is ever to hard to achieve and I know as long as I can find a way to make 2 become 1.... I hope I can end this suffering....
I don't wanna be become a strong and brave soldier anynore cause I know I can't fight this war alone... It's time to make something happen.... Cheer Up and The Road Will be Straight Again.....
Ever trying so hard to be with a person and that person don't even know that appreciate what you are trying to pull out.... U can do anything but all you end up is failure right in front of your eye.... It's in a second everything's turn to sand in one blink of an eye....
I kept telling myself nothing is ever to hard to achieve and I know as long as I can find a way to make 2 become 1.... I hope I can end this suffering....
I don't wanna be become a strong and brave soldier anynore cause I know I can't fight this war alone... It's time to make something happen.... Cheer Up and The Road Will be Straight Again.....
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